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While I realize and appreciate the value of experience in the work place - I really want to just focus on school. I just want to put my head down and go to school full time. I love to learn and it would feel good to just immerse myself in it.
If you read previous iterations of this blog, you know that I am very impatient. I can’t stand waiting. I have to do now while I’m in the mood.
Unfortunately I’m not in a place where I feel comfortable doing that yet so somehow I have to just wait. This quarter is almost over and I will not be returning to school until it is full time. I can’t earn the grades I want and work full time. It can’t be both, I’m only sorry I didn’t give in to that reality sooner before I dragged my GPA through the gutter.
I eagerly await the day I can explore the academic life again but for now I am just waving good bye for a couple years. If you hear me talking about signing up for a class again - yell at me to step down from the ledge.