Holding my breath
We found out that Chris doesn’t have cancer. That was a huge sigh of relief until we started learning about what he does have.
I don’t know what to say or do. I am worried and there is nothing anyone can say to make it better or make me worry any less.
We have so many plans for our future but do we keep going on that path or do we be extra cautious and divert from that path and work on being prepared for the worst? No one can tell us if or when things might get worse.
We are just charging forward in the pitch black middle of the night.